The Realities of Recovery From My Perspective - Solocast with Hannah Hickinbotham

A bit of a different episode this week - Full of Beans first ever SOLOCAST!

Join me as I take a deep dive into the past year and reflect on how recovery has gone this year, the things that have helped, and my thoughts for others.

This week, I discuss:

  • Reflections on recovery and how this progressed in 2024.
  • Why recovery felt different this time.
  • The impact of an eating disorder on my friendships.
  • The impact of a neurodivergent diagnosis on my recovery.
  • The reality of recovery burnout.
  • Understanding the difference between what you want and what your eating disorder wants.
  • The importance of reminding yourself of the impact the eating disorder had on you to motivate you in recovery.
  • The impact of an eating disorder on my relationship and how I changed this.

You can also connect with me on Instagram @thefobpodcast.

Please note that this podcast explores topics some individuals may find difficult to hear and should not be used as a replacement for professional advice. If you need further support after this podcast, please consider talking to someone you trust. You may also wish to contact your GP or mental health professional.

We've included a list of additional support options in case you need them:

Samaritans are here for whatever you are going through. You can call free any time, from any phone, on 116 123.

FirstSteps Eating Disorders is an eating disorders charity for children and their families, young people, and adults affected by eating difficulties and disorders. You can call them on or email info@firststepsed.co.uk.

Beat Eating Disorders is an eating disorder charity offering support for those with or supporting someone with an eating disorder. You can call their helpline for free on 0808 801 0677 (England), 0808 801 0432 (Scotland), 0808 801 0433 (Wales), 0808 801 0434 (Northern Ireland).

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